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Friday, 21 September 2007

` Music && Soul v.28

Album Cover: Bjork - All Is Full Of Love
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Song Lyrics:
Bjork - All Is Full Of Love

You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you

All is full of love
You just ain't receiving
All is full of love
You're phone is off the hook
All is full of love
Your doors are all shut
All is full of love

[Icelandic]

All is full of love, all is full of love
All is full of love, all is full of love ..

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` Sever me from the world's life

Mood: Lethargic, lacking motivation
Eating: [ate]
Listening to: Bjork - Human Behaviour
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darlings ~

Just a little quick post [I hope], it's a little more than late .. pretty much 11 PM now, should be going to sleep as I have work early in the morning .. but I got to type this up.

It seems a lot of people suddenly want to talk to me .. am I some sort of excuse, a thing to help pass time? Or is it just me, being paranoid, as per usual ... ?
My 'ex', 'Hunter', Julie .. I don't expect you to know them, but I want to keep this as a sort of momento that isn't too pleasant, a reminder to myself; the way life works it the biggest bitch ever.
Popping out of no where, they all decide to talk to me ... act like nothing ever changed.
With Hunter, long distance .. need I say more? yeah .. thought so. It seems to me he wants some sort of reassurance from me .. I don't know what it is exactly about him, but I can't stand his infinite optimism .. it's annoying really. He still thinks he can go around doing my sub-cul [sub-culture] thing with me .. gothic/dark culture, you usually show a lot of affection .. I told him I've grown cold, which I have .. I can't tolerate his behaviour around me.

Then my 'ex' starts talking to me [I think he was high the entire time, but you never can tell these days] and he was all like, I miss you and talking shit and being a major dickhead/asshole/jackass/et cetera .. if I was there, I would've gone up and upsided him .. break some bones. Again, these two people so far haven't gotten the hint, or gotten over things ... move on!
Oh, and then Julie is all like .. zomg, like Uni is so harrrrrd, I thought it would be easy, and then some stupid cutesie giggle crap. From what I've heard, from many other sources [friends], she's been taking it quite easy, in fact, clubbing every night - Mmmm, really been working hard, ay?!
... seriously ~

I think from having to quickly finish assessments, and waking up extra early more than days at a time, is stressing me out .. making me aggravated.
It's probably that that's making me spin out of control .. getting so uptight and quick to snap .. I want to give up .. heh, like what I said to my 'ex' .. I refuse to eat/drink/smoke/breathe/feel/touch/see/taste anything at all, like I'm refusing to live.

I hate complications ~

.lidia

Sunday, 16 September 2007

` Awesome music & stuff

Mood: A little bit apathetic
Eating: nuffin' .. had my dinner already
Now playing: Evanescence - My Last Breath
via FoxyTunes
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darlings ~

I've got assessments due like, in just the day after tomorrow .. and I've yet to start on it x_x hahaha, I'm such a lazy ass.
It's for my drawing class .. and I have to do more than just draw, I have to colour and also paint .. they're small pictures, but I have to do them realistically! I suck at doing that type of art D8< !!
Then after doing that I have to render it so it's got 3 tones, using all the mediums .. then do it again using just the one colour and making the image look more simplified .. ask, much?
*sigh* I still don't get any motivation to do it .. and I've got work tomorrow, meaning I won't have time and then most likely I'll be freaking out and trying to get it done the night before the due date [which is the day after I'm working tomorrow] .. and try not to have a major panic attack.

Bahh, I've been sneezing a lot .. and my nose hurts too >_>" but my head doesn't hurt or anything like a synous .. however you spell it. And right now it's itchy-like and I feel like sneezing just to get the sickly feeling away.

Been listening to Bjork for a little while, on YouTube - she has some majorly awesome stuff x_x
The first time I saw one of her music clips, I was all .. uugh, not my thing but then I watched another music clip of her's later on in the year, and it was mad!
Could be because there was lesbian-robot smooching, but the song was soooooo soothing but sad.
So I think from there, I got the interest of checking out her songs more .. and she really does have some extremely awesome songs. I think back then I was still into the 'what everyone else likes' but now, I'm really into listening to my own stuff that's totally different and most other people don't like ;P
And Bjork fits the profile of weirdness, perfectly xD love her film clips .. trippy, and then others you want to laugh at but all in a good way, like 'zomg, that's genius'.

Anyway, I should start finishing off my drawing thing >_> 'cause I really need to finish it .. along with my C&M thing .. fcuk.
I gots a stomach ache ;_; need to go poo, hahahahaha ~
Thanks for reading xD

.lidia

Saturday, 8 September 2007

` Music && Soul v.27

Album Cover: Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad
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Song Lyrics: Rihanna - Don't Stop The Music

Please don't stop the music [x4]

It's gettin' late
I'm making my way over to my favourite place
I gotta get my body moving, shake the stress away
I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way
Possible candidate, yeah
Who knew
That you'd be up in here lookin' like you do
You're makin' stayin' over here impossible
Baby, I must say your aura is incredible
If you don't have to go, don't

[Bridge]
Do you know what you started?
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin' on the dance floor
Acting naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand
Chest to chest
And now we're face to face

[Chorus] [x2]
I wanna take you away
Let's escape into the music
DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin' to it
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music

Baby, are you ready 'cause it's getting close
Don't you feel the passion ready to explode
What goes on between us, no one has to know
This is a private show, oh

[Repeat bridge & chorus]

Please don't stop the music [x3]

Ma ma se, ma ma sa
Ma ma coo sa [x8]

Please don't stop the music [x2]

[Repeat chorus]

Please don't stop the music

Ma ma se, ma ma sa
Ma ma coo sa [x12]

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