` On my own to work, fish ponds & art

Mood: Sleepy lazy
Now playing: Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
via FoxyTunes
----------------

darlings~

Been reading a bit of my previous posts, and well .. I still haven't cleaned up my room still.
That was to be expected - I'm too lazy, lool~

Oh, and new news - I actually to work and back home by myself by bus!
How excitement~
It's my first, and rather alright since it was the morning shift, but being casual means I'll get irregular times, so I'm thinking I'll need to keep checking up on the times to get to work on time .. oh, and I was like half an hour early to my shift - I gave it a whole hour to get there, you see :B
It was all because Mum was chucking a menopause.

I've been wanting to do some art, but I don't know what I can do.
I thinking about making another image, that I stupidly gave away to my "friend" and I doubt showing up there would be a good thing .. as in, it could indicate the wrong thing.
So, yeah .. it was, at first, suppose to be a red head's back view of her head so we can see just her long hair .. then I coloured the background completely in black and drew a halo, but I left to wash my hands [I did it all in oil pastels, which I have but haven't used yet] and saw my picture upside down, it looked like a flame.
It was really good .. and for me at that time, it was like a sacred flame but it can be extinguished and I suppose that what happened to my "friend" and I's 'friendship'.

Anyway, I've got a few little drawings of little characters in my notebook that I haven't scanned in yet, and might think of uploading it onto devART some time.
I still got that Typography assessment to find and identify the font and all .. it's gonna take a while.
Dad got a new fish pond, umm .. thing to fill up? Haha, yeah .. it's about 2 metres! Had to help him get it into the ground.
Paranoid and stressed as usual, and that's just dad .. I gotta find the right time to catch the bus tomorrow but pray it rains so they have to drive me 8D
And then, after all that .. hopefully get to cleaning my room ._. yay .. ~



.lidia

` Music && Soul v.35; Tegan and Sara

Album Cover: Tegan and Sara - So Jealous
=============================================

Song Lyrics: Tegan and Sara - Walking With A Ghost

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind

[Chorus]:
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind

[Repeat chorus]

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind [x5]

I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
Out of my mind (I say please)
Out of my mind
Out of my mind (I say please)
Out of my mind

You're out of my mind
Out of my mind [x6]

I was walking with a ghost [x6]

=============================================

` To our friendly place - Thai-anh!

Mood: Inflated happy then not
Chewing: Wrigley's Extra Freedent MINT flavour
Listening to: fireworks, sometimes
==============================

darlings~

Today I finally get to go out with the girls [Anny, Lucy & Twiins] to Thai-anh's house, where we were to have karaoke and pig-gout while watching some DVDs, preferably chick flicks .. where I also tried really hard not to cry while watching.
It's been a while seeing them, but it felt good that it didn't feel strange seeing them.
Unfortunately, Chung and Linda were unable to attend that day .. but I made sure I had bought all the girls some chocolate, as a little Christmas treat because I had a feeling I probably won't be able to make it in time for the actual day, so better early then~

I've been filled in about some things going on.
My ex-'best friend' seems to have acquired a 'BF', and scary thing is that she had called [I was notified once I got back home from Thai-anh's] when I was out. Apparently she wants to 'catch up' .. and stupid brother, he went and told her I was at someone's house, no doubt she'll be wondering who's and what I was doing and why - also, I just have that growing feeling she intends to fill me in about her recent 'accomplishment'.
I know, I sound like a complete bitch but hey, she was the one that kind of .. let's see, didn't exactly keep in touch as a 'best friend' status, pretty much ignored me when I attended an uneventful birthday bash by a long ago ex-bonny student and decided to 'party it up' with her new 'friends' [all of which, all from Uni .. trying to make us TAFE people feel worse I suppose with their high life partying *rolls eyes* puh-lease~], pretty much didn't invite people who she used to call 'good friends' to her most recent birthday party at her place [which, mind you I live quite close by too .. like, less than 2 mins walk] and is still trying so hard to fit into a crowd, that may just damage her social status with other 'norm' type people.
And yes, the girls including myself have tried to get her to join us in outings but of course, she was too busy for us.

Anyway, I won't even try to go on about that - Thai-anh had some proper things to worry about.
It hasn't been smooth sailing with her and her hubby .. a little disappointed, but they need to talk things out and get them sorted.
I wish her the best of luck and made sure to thank her for having us all over .. she needed that sort of company, and I only hoped we could do our part~


.lidia

` Spring cleaning in Summer; hot!

Mood: lazy lonely afternoon
Eating: nothing
Now playing: Sarah Blasko - Your Way
via FoxyTunes
----------------

darlings~

I've been so unproductive ever since the holidays started .. and I regret putting myself to work everyday for work.
Well, I've got my time of the month .. yay, not.
So that will explain the lazy feeling .. but I really want to just do something over the holidays - I've got about 2 months off .. so yeah, I'd really want to get something done instead of waiting another year.

I'm hoping to start some little projects .. make some art.
Also, I really need to start cleaning up my room - major cleaning, which means I might need to go out and buy some storage stuff.
Hopefully my mum will help me out with putting on the shelves or something .. because I've got some wall space left over, and hope there's enough left to put up the rest of my stuff.
I also want to look into getting a Polaroid camera and some film with that, also might look into getting a macro lens and some filters - they'll hopefully make my shots look more vintage with the ideas I have in mind.
Oh, and I might want to get my hands on some sort of modeling clay - I'm thinking about maybe making some weird but cute little critters.

But all and all, I'll need to tidy up my room first .. then later fill it up with mess again with my new project stuff, haha~

Ah~ My TAFE/college friend, Kate, got me the cutest thing ever .. it's like a little bottle thingy and she even put in a little message/quote thing which says "No man can call again yesterday" though I'm not sure about the time that she also wrote, but she promised to call me over the holidays .. and I don't really call people - the phone is so alien to me, unless I need to pick it up or need to call in to ask one or two particular things .. never really to have a conversation.
I can't wait to get back already, LOL~

I can't wait till my periods are over, then I can really feel better with cleaning everything.
I'll need to get my works sorted into a folder .. pack it up all nice and find somewhere to put it for now - probably on the ground - and then start cleaning out my tables and shelves .. and see what else needs to be thrown out.
Then, I'll need to start checking my clothes - because now my stuff shouldn't be in the way and I can actually get to my closet - and start packing up my clothes .. but first, get them washed. That's going to take a while but it's okay, I should have time now *fingers crossed* and maybe get rid of those shoe boxes I have, and buy a shoe rack!
Also, I think I just might want to get a big corner table and put it in my room in an unfashionably way and like, not in a corner.
I quite like my bed as is .. oh, and I'll need to clean under my bed .. and chuck out anything I don't need .. which is kinda lying everywhere.

So much to do!
I hope I get it all done before the holidays start again ;_; wish me luck~


.lidia