` Lavishing on college break; sinful.

Mood: Lazy & unkempt
Chewing: Wrigley's Eclipse ICE Peppermint gum
Now playing: killing heidi - i am
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

These assessments are being kept put off for a long while now.
I totally need to get them done tomorrow -- hopefully, I'll get up earlier -- I really hope so.
I also hope I can get more poetry up on dA soon -- I'm running low on inspiration.
Love life ... I don't know why I would consider it!
Talking to net buddies sweet talking me does that to me.

Anyway, just a shortie to keep things updated somewhat.
Thanks for reading~




.lidia

` Music && Soul v.45; Terra Naomi

Album Cover: Terra Naomi - Under The Influence
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Song Lyrics: Terra Naomi - Say It's Possible [Acoustic]
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I see the lights are turning
And I look outside the light are burning
Through this changing time
It could have been anything we want
It's fine salvation was just a passing thought
It was just a passing thought

Don't wait act now
This amazing offer won't last long
Its only a chance to pave the path we're on
I know there are more exciting things to talk about
And in time we'll sort it out
And in time we'll sort it out

[Chorus]:
And though they say it's possible to me
I don't see how it's probable
I see the course we're on
Spinning farther from what I know
I'll hold on
Tell me that you won't let go

Tell me that you won't let go

And truth is such a funny thing
With all these people
Keep on telling me
They know what's best
And what to be frightened of
And all the rest are wrong
They know nothing about us
They know nothing about us

[Repeat chorus]

I'm not alright [x4]

[Repeat chorus]
Tell me that you won't let go

This could be something beautiful
Combine our love into something wonderful
But times are tough, I know
And the pull of what we can't give up takes hold

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` To-do's have mostly been done; finally!

Mood: PMSing
Chewing: Wrigley's Eclipse ICE Peppermint 55 pieces pack
Now playing: Starsailor - In the crossfire
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

At the moment, I am in day 2 of my periods, and not exactly feeling my best at all.
The thing just keeps coming out like a waterfall, seriously!
Only, it's about 5 times as thicker than water and red, and sometimes it's got some lumpy bits in it, though that's probably too much information -- but hey, you were gonna find out someday, better now then later when you probably thought you should've learnt about it long ago :) see? I'm doing you a favour -- trust me~

So, I went to hand in my glasses today to get it sent away to have my new lenses fitted.
The major bummer about that was that it costed me $186 moolah, though I did get to pay half, so about $90, and about $90-something when I get my glasses back.
My mum also suggested I get my old lenses back too, which I had told to the lady working there to note down and she said it would be fine.
Now, I will have to wait for it and I think they'll call me up when it arrives -- I really wanted new frames, but just for the lenses it cost me too much, so I'm guessing it would've costed me more to get everything new X_X oh wells.

Oh! I also got some new work shoes a few days ago, after I got my Centrelink stuff taken to the office, and the guy handling my letters just copied my payslips .. typed a few and was like, you're good to go, kthnxbye.
Sooooo .. my mum and I went and got some shoes, matching & leather -- note that my mum is a vegetarian so that would accumulate to not wearing any animal products either, though she claims that they [meaning shoe makers] wouldn't use real leather for shoes -- I think otherwise.
Anyway, matching looks but different sizes .. about 2 sizes difference really, though I could've toughed it out and got a size smaller but I want to be comfy when I'm standing for 4 hours plus!!

Since I went outside today, I'll be needing to shower and to .. clean myself, of all that red stuff.
HAHAHAHA!!!
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I got Scarllette's (Courtney/PhantomPenguins) penpal letter today!!
I can't wait to write her back .. after I get confirmation that the address I think I'm seeing in my head is right, and that I haven't mistaken the any of the letters X_X
Just hope she can get back to me soon-ish, so I can get my reply letter sent to her.

AND!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been invited to an outing-catch up with the Girls @ my high school and I think I might be able to make it this time [finally].
Details so far are that we're going on a Friday, first to the usual place @ Cabra for some Yum Cha, maybe, then we're all going to the city; not sure as to what we're going to do there yet.
Other smaller, but more important details are that we'll probably go late till 10-ish, but I've been guaranteed a lift back home so that my parents needn't worry too much since it's all girls and I'm confident they aren't those reckless drivers that think it's cool to drive top speed.
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NOW, that's it, folks~!!



.lidia

` Music && Soul v.44; Faker

Album Cover: Faker - Be The Twilight
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Song Lyrics: Faker - This Heart Attack
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I'm going away to be alone
I'm coming back with answers
(Ah, aah)
Don't try to call my telephone
It's disconnected
(Ah, aah)
And I don't know where I am going
But can you guide me
(Ah, aah)
But if I find love where I'm going
Will it survive me
(Ah, aah)

'Cause in your own space
You're disconnected
And in your own mind
You're not affected
And in your own time
You're still attracted
But in your own life

[Chorus]:
This heart attack
I've gotta get away, not coming back
I want some downtime
So call me when you can and I'll be fine

I've found the time to be alone
I don't know what you're asking
(Ah, aah)
I'm waiting by the telephone
And you're still barking
(Ah, aah)
My heart stop it isn't .. going
Could you revive me
(Ah, aah)
I think I'm lost without knowing
So come and find me
(Ah, aah)

'Cause in the same space
We're disconnected
And in your own mind
You're not attracted
But in your own life
Over reacted
And in your own time

This heart attack
I think I'll go away, not coming
I'm off the line
So call me when you can some other time
[Repeat chorus]


Sometimes if we don't go
Sometimes you don't know
You don't go, I don't go
I don't go, you don't go
Go [x4]
I've got your back
But you don't got mine
This heart attack
Then I'm feeling fine

This heart attack
I've gotta go away, I'm not coming back
I'm 'bout to flatline
So call me when you can some other time
[Repeat chorus]

I'm going to be alone [x4]

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` I don't like Monkeys, and they don't like me

Mood: Brooding
Chewing: Wrigley's Eclipse ICE Spearmint in 55 piece pack
Hears: Little cousins talking too loudly
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darlings~

I haven't posted in here for much too long, and I apologise.
I've been sooooo busy with all these TAFE/college assessments that it drove me to stay awake for days trying to finish them; mostly staying up a whole night into the next then a few days later the same thing.
Been very stressful over that period, BUT now it's almost over .. well, for now I am on a 2 week break from schooling, though I do have assessments yet to finish off during the break.

At the moment, as of right now, family members are popping over and I have no idea what for.
It's happened like that before, many times really, though mostly a long time ago.
It's nice but.
And my dad is outside with the neighbours, and I think they're trying to get him to drink with them, haha, how bizzare.

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I suppose I should show you what I've done so far over these non-active days here.
Not in order, but whatever comes posted here first I will explain about though.
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SCRAP THAT!
I can't be bothered waiting 5 seconds for the images to load .. for me, and for my internet connection, that's slightly slow.
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Oh! I smell meat .. and now that I notice, I remember my mum was preparing some food.
So possibly, we were already preparing for guests? Or perhaps, just coincidence -- it happens~
And I really should be in the shower, or at the very least showered, but again, I never tend to do what I need to do when I think it in my mind and think I need to go do it -- it happens, waaaaay too often.
But the kitchen is stinking, soooo .. I'll get my stuff ready for the shower so I can go when the smells die down a bit more.

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I've been thinking about drawing & writing more, though I now feel like all my previous "work of art" are pretty prude and not exactly, art.
For me, I think something in my mind and it's a good idea at that time, but whenever I look back it doesn't seem so.
I've also been looking back onto some old sites I used to visit, like creating my own "website" hosting places, like freewebs and my little fun-fun site, GaiaOnline. I had initially stopped playing it but almost created a new character .. with all the new stuff they've installed but I can't use the one account to create 2 avatars, which sucks.

And before I forget, I think my pupils are finally back to normal.
They'd been dilated ever since Thursday, when I went for an eye check which resulted in my having to get my pupils enlarged so the Op-doc could see whatever was wrong with my eyesight PLUS, I will also be needing new lenses -- and my pupils were really still pretty big yesterday, and during class [since it's in the morning & very bright] I had to keep wearing my sunnies or at least cover my eyes / squint.
It looked very silly.
I will be needing to see the doctor some time soon, as my skin has been very irritable these past couple of weeks.
Just then, I had to scratch my itchy skin .. my skin condition has gotten back to it's worse state again -- boooo!

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I want to move overseas some time, and I hope to move out for a while just to see how I will cope with it all.
It will be interesting, but maybe a little more stressful for me -- I don't know.

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I can't wait to get the latest frankie issue; it should be published in the last week of my schooling break, and I've now become a good fan of it so I can't wait.
Also, I hope to see a new yen issue too .. it's also a very nifty magazine.

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That is all, for now~



.lidia