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Sunday, 28 September 2008

` Let the EPIC begin! *snort*not.

Mood: A little happy
Drinking: Water :o)
Now playing: Coldplay - Viva la Vida
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

Yes, I decided to change my layout position of the type because I kept getting lost when I re-read previous entries.
The reason why I had started using the 'align to the right' was because I didn't like following the status quo and align everything to the left, but in all seriousness, it just makes it easier to read.


Moving along, the reason for this blog entry is because I thought I was in need of some updating!
First things first, I'm currently on my TAFE/college mini-holiday break that goes for 2 weeks, so by the time I get back to class I need to have completed a few projects that were needed to be done during my 'break' period.

Also, I got myself a Nintendo DS Lite in black because the limited edition red + black .. well, the red didn't look too hot with its sparkly-ness >_>" really, I think a small scratch and it would've gone through all that paint job of the red. With it though, I got the Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers Of Time game so all up it costed me about AU$234 [DS=$188/Game=$68? but half priced b.c of bundle...].
Then my brother complained I shouldn't have gotten the game, I asked why and he was like .. just get this thing called an R4 and DL games onto it then when you input the R4 into the DS, you can play the games you DLed 8D awesome~
So now, I've been quite addicted to playing Pokémon Diamond and surprisingly, I was playing with NO CHEATS, though I'll be using them soon >D because I seriously can't be bothered to train all my pokémon one by one, or like, start off one pokemon then switch and stuff so you train 2 at one time, etc. Takes me too long, and I like have godly pokemon to pwn other players and stuff :3

ANYWAY! I was working today [& yesterday] and I was left a piece of mud cake.
That is, only the certain people were able to have a share and I barely knew about it, but for some reason they remembered me and left me a piece too :') that's probably the few most unexpectly nice things people have done for me just because, and yes, it made me feel more than happy than a normal person should, but heck, I never was normal XD
But HOLD IT! I haven't eaten the cake yet :O surprise surprise - this reason being that I LOVE D< chocolate, but I have been holding out on eating any chocolate during my collge break, but I can cheat and have choc-flavoured things such as yogurt and Milo (choc) milk .. but I failed anyway because I did eat a chocolate biscut and chocolate Kinder candy biscut thing, which is orgasmically delicious. But I haven't had any chocolate blocks to eat, which I could seeing there is quite a lot from the times I bought loads of due to sales.

Back to the cake though!! I'm saving the piece for either my brother or mum, but I'd love to give it to my mum to enjoy (even though she doesn't like that much chocolate) due to the fact that my mum's birthday is coming up tomorrow!!
No, I haven't gotten her anything .. that's because I've been giving her $100 every week, plus 10% a day if I'm late (lol), and since I've been spending too much, as my college is very near to a Westfields/big mall ... well, I think you get the picture. I have something like, less than $300 in my bank account now ^_^" hahahahaha ... hahah .. heh .. Hmmmm.
I used to have over $5000, I shit you not.


So what's new with me?
  • I gained some pounds (weight wise) then lost some
  • I finally acquired a portable gaming device (Nintendo DS Lite)
  • I was offered cake even though it had nothing to do with me at all
  • I received some income, but
  • I lost majority of it so far by spending thus
  • I am quite poor now.
  • I will still go out to meet ups with net bud(dies)

I think that pretty much completes my list of REAL LIFE events.
As for my interenet life .. I have had little to no activity at my art community deviantART. But I do comment and +fav a lot of pieces ;) and I got mentioned to be future credited by Jarred/Itchitake on a piece he will be working on - yay! because I try to give happy-happy comments XD lolage, I just like to type what pops into mind on whatever I see/read :8)
My little place of haunting that brings back memories of my gothical ways, which I think will always stick to me, has recently been revamped to a new sever but now the section I get to moderate is like, gone T_T and that means I can't do my part as Staff too well.

Um ... half RL half IL, I had sent over my reply-package-mail to my penpal Courtney/Scarlette/phantompenguins and know that she received it about last month and I'm hoping to get a letter back from her :)
My other, more closer RL/IL bestie Lee, I haven't heard from yet, but that's because he always seems to have trouble with signing into Hotmail and his parents do know how to work the web, unlike like mine, laugh. I just hope everything is going fine for him, and that work hasn't caused him too much distress and that his getting his fair share and isn't being treated unfairly, because otherwise, those causing him distress will have to deal with me and I do become quite scary when I'm fired up.
But anyway, I miss hearing from both Lee and Courtney .. I get lonely easily *scrunches nose* I doubt I'd cope too well living on my own, but that other side of me longs for the independence and privacy.


BLAH! I think that pretty much ends my post, I think :D
Thanks for reading through all that mumbo-jumbo <3>muchly appreciated even though I probably don't thank you directly, but it would help if you like, leave a comment so like, I can visit you and leave a comment thanking you *hinthint* :D




--lidia.

` Music && Soul v.57; Chad Kroeger ft. Josey Scott

Album Cover: Chad Kroeger ft. Joesy Scott - Hero
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Song Lyrics:
Chad Kroeger ft. Josey Scott - Hero

I am so high, I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Oh, but heaven, no heaven don't hear me

[Chorus]:
And they say that a hero can save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
And I'll hold on to the wings of an eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Someone told me that love would all save us
But how can that be? Look what love gave us
A world full of killing and blood spilling
That world never came

[Repeat chorus]
Oh

Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do

[Repeat chorus]

[And they're watching us (watching us)
They're watching us (watching us)
As we all fly away] x3
Woah

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Wednesday, 10 September 2008

` Sometimes, I'm more than crazy.

Mood: Grumpy-esque & tired
Drinking: WATER! healthy eating...
Now playing: Emilie Simon - Swimming
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

I.am.lacking.MAJOR.sleep.
So to say the least, my grumpiness follows due to the tiredness and everything getting to me more, things are just more irritable than usual and so on.
Ha, and I had read a previous entry about wanting to stay awake by fellow dA buddy and Blogger, Jarred but that might have been due to nightmares, which was also part of that said previous entry, hmmm .. I'd probably want to stay awake too if creatures like that would manifest itself whenever we had bad nights sleeping due to having nightmares.

...

Anyway, I really should be doing some college homework.
BUT! Being the possibly Adult ADD diagnosed that I am, I just can't seem to focus on what I need to get done until the very last minute!
I know I should go see the doctors about it, but heck, I barely get enough time to do any homework, as I really don't have enough time left by the time I get home, from traveling home, from college. A major brain-buster just then X_X

I need to finish off a website design, that I can code in Dreamweaver - which I don't have as I only still have like, oh, Windows XP and the very first edition of it not to mention, so I'm very limited on the kind of new programs/softwares I can install onto my computer.
Thus, I'm screwed if I don't have it ready by .. tonight/this morning, because if I don't have the very basics I'll most likely be behind class - again.
I have too many other college projects I'm lagging on because:
a) I get too many to handle
b) I can never concentrate enough to start any till the last minute
c) I'm so tired of staying up all day and night just trying to start off, but isntead drifting off to sleeps every few seconds and thus, the brain is unable to fuction to it's mostly full copacity.
Again, I am seriously not feeling that urgentness to complete anything still.

...

I really, really, really, REALLY need some sort of new computer to handle graphic files, be able to have the latest programs/softwares that I can use to finish off projects and something I can take with me as well so I can continue working on said projects in case I still stay up.
THEREFORE!
I'm in dire need of a MACbook, pronto/stat!!
My dad's work mate had suggested to him that he could get a MACbook PRO for less than the $2000 mark, for around $1700 which I no longer have that much in my bank account as I've taken money out to give to my Mummy on a weekly basis where she holds onto it.
Like a bank where I have no access, but can be sure neither does anyone else except for the one holding onto it for me (Mum) and whenever I need to use it, I probably will be able to get to use some of that money, where I hope to save up on that MACbook PRO.
I hope the offer is still valid though ... T^T *cries*

Too much melodrama in my life!
I can't wait to successfully finish to get my diploma and find some work in my area of liking, where I've spent 2 years worth learning about and hope that will allow some passage into the workfield I'm looking forward to, or I can work at home and become a noobie graphi designer trying to offer anything I'm good at, for service and hope for the best.
Who knows, maybe I can earn some living like my buddy from high school, Chung, whose been drawing anime since I've known her and has been making a living off it through dA and Gaia, and such and she'll be finishing her diploma this year at a different TAFE/college than mine.

MOVING ALONG!
I'm still CBF about college stuff, can't seem to sleep when I really need to go rest up.
GARH!! My body/brain is stupid! Yes, I know .. me included!!!!
I'm an existence that shouldn't have been, really .. but considering the circumstances, I just wasn't meant to happen so soon, or maybe never.
Pfft~! That one was up to my dad, but he married my mum still after he got the news, ha.

I wants to hit my head on something to render my unconscious, allowing me sleep, an excuse for not having finished anything at all and hopefully, rebooting my "get active" system :)




--lidia.

` Music && Soul v.56; 3 Doors Down

Album Cover: 3 Doors Down - The Better Life
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Song Lyrics:
3 Doors Down - Kryptonite

Well I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body lying somewhere in the sands of time
But I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something to do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you be my friend at the end

[Chorus]:
[And] If I go crazy then will you still call my Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite

You call my strong, you call me weak
But still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down

You stumbled in and bumped your head
If not for me then you'll be dead
I picked you up and put you back on solid ground

[Repeat chorus x2]

Yeah

[Repeat chorus]

Woooh, woh, wooooooh [x3]

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Monday, 1 September 2008

` Catching up on sleep will never happen, woe.

Mood: HMMM!
Thirsty for: Good ol' water
Now playing: The Bee Gees - Words
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darlings~

Right at this very moment, I am damned thirsty!!
Still PMSing blood crap, so I don't want to walk all the way downstairs -- the pains of being a girl, but oh the many joys such as being able to wear ridiculous outfits for both genders.
Gender-bender!

Anyway, just wanted to updated a bit.
All these college assessments are all due on the same week, and I'm just a little worried about my files getting corrupted because that's what's been happening lately whenever I save from PC and try to open on MAC.
The many disadvantages of being home to PC land instead of MAC, where I'd probably fit in better as a designer, but staying true to my nooby-nerdy-gaming ways, I still love PC.
I really need to get about getting that 16G USB flash stick >_>" but I'm never finding enough time to do everything I need on the only day off I have (Tuesday, which is tomorrow) and it really sucks bollocks!

Moving along, however, a college buddy suggesting a comedy show called The Mighty Boosh which I am trying to pass onto my brother to watch.
I'm quite an oddball when it comes to these things, such as liking British comedy and 60s and 80s music -- I really do sound much older than I really am, I mean, I even get people saying I look older than I really am.
*le sigh*
The same said college buddy has also converted me to some of her music tastes as well, such as SoKo and other indie/folk musicians -- all very greatly appreciated of course, because again, my tastes are shifting and changing!

Coming college break, I'll need to get onto a get-fit routine.
I've been loading on the fat during winter to stay warm and toasty and now it's starting to warm up, I can shed all that chocolate sprees blubber.
I wonder if I can get back to a 50kg weight (:B)? I hope I can, I miss my skinny days XD

Well, I better get going to sleep!!!!
I hope I can get up early enough to get my mum to trim my hair for me, since I don't think I'll be going to a hairdressers again for just a cut or trim .. only for a perm, if I'm wanting it, but that would be it.
First and last time I went, my hair was crooked AND I told her to leave me dragon tails (a couple of strands on either side, base of hair) and she left me like ... 3 strands total?!?!
So yeah .. I'll leave the cutting to my mum and myself, thanks.

A thank you to those who check up on my blabbering :)




--lidia.

` Music && Soul v.55; SoKo

Album Cover: SoKo - Not Sokute
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Song Lyrics: SoKo - I'll Kill Her

(So of course, you were suppose to call me tonight)

You were suppose to call me tonight
We'd have gone to the cinema
And afterwards the restaurant
The one you like in your street

We'd have slept together
Had a nice breakfast together
And a walk in the park together
How beautiful it'd been

You would have said 'I love you'
In the cutest place on earth
Where some lullabies are dancing with the fairies

[Bridge]:
I would have waited like a week or two
But you never tried to reach me, no
You never called me back
You were dating that bleached blonde girl
And if I find her I swear, I swear


[Chorus]:
[I'll kill her] I'll kill her
She stole my future, she broke my dream
I'll kill her, I'll kill her
She stole my future when you she took you away

I would have met your friends
We would have a drink or two
They would have liked me 'cause
Sometimes I'm funny
I would have met your dad
I would have met your mum, she would've said
'Please, can you make some beautiful babies'
So we would have had a boy called Tom
And a girl called Susan
Born in Japan

I thought it was a love story
But you don't want to get involved
I thought it was a love story
But you're not ready for that

Me neither
[Repeat chorus]

She's a bitch you know, all she's got is blondeness
Not even tenderness, yeah she's clever-less
She'll dump your ass for a model called Brendan
He will pay for a beautiful surgery, because he's full of money

[Repeat bridge & chorus (x2)]

Man, I told you
If I find her, I mean really
I'll kill her for real
'Cause that's for sure
You have to know
You mean, ah, you know
I can do it
Man, I'll kill her

[YouTube version]:
(Man, I told you
If I find her, I mean really
I'll kill her for real
I'll just find something, anything
A gun if I can
Anything
And I'm strong enough, so I'll do it
I'll kill her)

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` h e r . s t a l k e e s

Grim Tales From Down Below Childrin R Skary