darlings~
Today, sometime at 8 am this morning, my friend
Anny and I went jogging!
This is something because I've never done anything like this before, make that, never really gone and exercised during my own time and not during those high school days when in years 7 - 10, we had to do sport activities.
We went jogging at the back/front of our houses, at this park sort of place. I'm unsure what it's suppose to be exactly because it's like, this piece of land the government decided to make look pretty as it was just the large area you had to cross to get to the shops, as well as the T-way bus station that was just in between.
I thought I would've been able to do at least a big lap, but after doing a small lap within the area, both Anny and I were poofed. Like, stopping every now and then and trying to breathe.
Just shows how fit we are
:D I joke, we're totally in need of getting into shape more often.
After 3 laps around, we decided that was pretty much it and sit/stood to cool down and chit-chat.
We talked about so many random things, and that's funny because we live quite near to each other yet we haven't seen each other for about say, a couple of months!
So, I was updating Anny about the day before the day we were originally going to go jogging but didn't, so that makes it the Tuesday I met up with a net buddy of mine who was originally my older cousin's net buddy, who she kinda got weirded out by so I was like, let me talk to him
:D due to me thinking, I'm weirder, how weird could he get,
*laughsnort*.
Turns out he is quite weird, or at least, he just screwed up a nice day in my opinion.
I've been chatting to him for a while now myself and finally comfortable enough to set up a meet up, so I said why not, because I just meet ups as they are and nothing else.
Anyway, we booked a ticket to see
WALL-E then went and got something to eat at
Pepper Lunch where they bring you your food on this wok-looking plate and you have to quickly start flipping your meats and cooking whatever you ordered. Chit-chatted until I finally finished as I'm slow eating things that are hot in heat-wise.
Walked around a bit because we still had time to kill before we went to sit down at the cinemas, and funnily he does a cooking course at TAFE/college and we walked past a pastry shop where we stopped and looked for a bit, him pointing out what he'd already made before and me pointing at things I
would eat or what I wanted to eat anyway.
Time to go watch the film, and I swear, anyone who hasn't watched
WALL-E so far, I totally recommend watching it ASAP! It was a really good film, and in between we chatted about the film and just generally exclaiming whatever popped into our heads at certain scenes.
See, everything is going so well and soon the movie is finished.
What should we do now? Go the the book store,
Kinokuniya! because I
LOVE books + novels.
Didn't really have anything in mind to look at, but I eventually bought a book after about an hour later. It had a nice red cover on it, and small amounts of goldish colouring
:)About now is the time things start to go weird.
We didn't know where we would go from there and it was kinda still early for me to head back home to call it a day, so he said he needed to head back to his apartment to go to the loo because, personally myself, I can't stand going to public places and his like, you can come over my apartment if you'd like.
For me, I didn't think that implied anything more .. or maybe I'm the only blind one here, but eventually got some anime to watch that I haven't seen before and he was making a fuss about me not having seen this like it was a crime.
So I'm watching it, and it was quite interesting then noticed that the time has passed and I was like shit, it's late I better get ready to go home and I find this frustrating because I rarely go out and like, my sense of direction is non-existent so I was worried I would get lost BECAUSE he fell asleep when I was watching the anime
>:( and I thought he was at least walk me back to the station, make sure I don't get lost for one! and like, be a good host or something.
No, when I tried to wake him up and tell him I needed to go, he grabs me slightly and brings me close to him and then he kinda tried to plant a slightly wet one on my cheek, which sorta missed but got me anyway and I quickly pulled back, wiped my cheek using my shoulders and was like errrr ... WTF just happened. I'm thinking, was that him just saying goodbye but he fell right back to sleep, and I'm sitting there thinking .. should I wake him up again and risk getting pinned or something
>_> or just like go.
I decided on the latter.
I had my notebook in my bag, and left him a note saying I was going and then went to see if we somewhat awake to tell him I was going.
He wakes up a little more better than before
>_>" and was like, something about giving him a hug to which I simply smiled, sorta shook my head and waved bye instead then left.
The guy at the front desk was nice enough to point out the directions to the station, but I forgot after one turn
-_-" so then I had to ask once more and luckily, I just had to keep walking for a bit, turn once more then keep walking and I pretty much found my own way from there.
THANK GOD FOR THAT, because then I realised my mum called several times before so I quickly called back and luckily again, she wasn't upset about me not picking up and said I was heading home right now and yeah, no more walking around.
All that, I told to Anny as we were resting.
She replied with some laughs and OMGs about how the guy probably over thought things, and she also suggested he probably did that, the kiss on the cheek on purpose to imply more and that it probably wasn't to greet me a farewell. I'd have to agree that the way he did it, probably meant he wanted more than that
-_-" *big sweat drop*Sorry, I probably sound like such a BLEEP right now, but for me, the meet up was seriously, just meeting up with a net buddy to finally see each other in the real and NOTHING MORE. And seriously, I don't think I ever tried to say anything that would imply anything either.
Anyway, I told her how it kinda freaked me out because it reminded me too much of my "ex" who in the end, turned out to be a jerk-face and a creep. Too much bad memories with that
*gags* ex .. he really scares me the way he tried to bring back very personal things last time I ever talked to him.
Ha, deleted + blocked his contact from my hotmail and mobile and got rid of anything that he was a member at network sites of and pfft, hope that my connections with him are gone.
As for the net buddy, he had a trip to the mountains the day after so I won't be seeing him online until tomorrow maybe, but even then, I'm probably not going to feel right the next I talk to him.
Oh, and I'm definitely going to keep my cousin away from him, as much of a nice guy he was .. he really sucks as a host, laugh.
One more thing I need to add to this day - my parents are in Melbourne visiting my grandma, who the doctors gave about 3 -6 months.
I can't make it because I need to finish those damned projects for college, I need the programs and no one has them over there, plus, I'd probably never be able to get my hands onto a keyboard anyway since we'd probably be driving around a lot, so I didn't go.
My one and only brother is also with me, so just him and I home alone with a couple of containers of food in the fridge my mum had cooked before she went.
Um .. yeah, it's been a weird week so far.
I think my dad will break again soon whenever he comes back, and take it out on me mostly. Better me than my brother or mum any day - I never wish harm upon them so if I'm the one to hurt, better that way.
SO! Thus it pretty much sums it up so far.
I wonder where my not-so-fun rollercoaster life will lead me.
--lidia.
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