psychic reading.

don't you just hate it when people assume the worst of you?
i sure do. bugs me to the core actually.
if anything, with much hoping i'll be away from said person :)

moving along!
i recently got a psychic reading done for me
-- very exciting stuff!
the main question i asked was about my career path
whether or not i'm on the right track of sorts
but mostly i guess i was feeling like i'd like to know my future, in general.
the lady-psychic must have picked up on that
pin-pointed some stuff that made me laugh and cry.

was told without having dealed the deck that there's someone controlling around me
[ that's too true! straight up as well. ]
but that i'll be alright, i will move out soon and hopefully find a good place
to rent as a group, so it's cheaper and more affordable obviously.
she even advised me on these things! which i'm entirely grateful for

if one has not noticed
i really appreciated people telling me the extra info
as i'm the type of person too shy to ask these things.

anyway, she tells me to take my mummy out more
make her feel beautiful again because said controlling, assume-the-worst person [ my father ]
has just really 'ripped her apart' and makes my mummy feel so bad
and i really am a mummy's girl!
so that hit a chord, meaning yes i shed a tear or two.
lady-psychic goes on to tell me that my mum will break away from my dad
[ YESSSSS! ]
as soon as i find my own feet in life, and such.
i cannot wait for this to happen and yes, lady-psychic pointed out i am impatient and laughed kindly about it too, as did i -- just too true.

goes on to say that i might look into psychology
and yes, i have been greatly interested in that field :)
as well as philosophy, and was told to look into more 'alternative therapy' stuff
like essentially, the line of work lady-psychic is in
apparently i'm particularly empathetic towards people, feelings is my thing it seems ;)
can't argue there as i do love to be the person people come to talk to about their problems and i deeply want to help as much as i can and help 'heal' them
[ i was told i would be a good healer too! ]

then it got to the 'exciting' stuff like love :P
as it turns out, i might just end up marrying … and i always said i wouldn't
my mum will love telling me this, haha.
well, luckily for me this person to enter my life will be perfect for me
c'mon! what's more to say? except i'd be married that one time and we'll have 3 kids!
this is the type of thing that also makes me cry-laugh.

and lastly, we reach the point of past lives
i might have died in a fire, leaving behind 2 sons at that!
lady-psychic tells me i should consider a trip to San Fransico
it could bring back memories, make me feel all teary but released
and one day, if i get into a career of a counsellor [ which pays good, or so i'm told ]
i'll be able to go there, with my 'other' and buy all those pretty lacy dresses i so love
but try to deny myself, which ties back to my past life because it was around the time of beautiful lace and dresses and such … that made me go OMG.

SO, that pretty much sums it up!
lady-psychic also tells me to look into meditation and shiatsu.
there was a book she mentions but i've totally forgotten :(
but not to worry, so long as i get my mind-body-soul love then i'll be fine.
all in all, i will be just fine.
OH!
and career wise, yes, i am on the right track!

xo

-- lidia.

a little willowy.

listening to: Bat For Lashes - Seal Jubilee

no time getting all sentimental these days

currently in Melbourne for my grandmothers passing away

was feeling sickly travelling in the car all the way here

feeling highly selfish because i needed some medical attention

so, it's been a strange-crazy start for the year.

trying to get back to updating this a little more often

and perhaps not neglecting this place too much

also, thinking about picking up a pen and drawing

got all the ideas there, the materials …

just never know where to start though :\

hope you lot have been better.

xo

--lidia.