`lidiæxcessive.: ` When the world comes crumbling/ R.I.P Heath Ledger ..

Wednesday, 23 January 2008

` When the world comes crumbling/ R.I.P Heath Ledger ..

Mood: Euphoria & contemplative
Now playing: Kylie Minogue - in your eyes
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

I'm still sleepy .. work called me up and asked if I could work, so it woke me up and well .. made up some bull saying I can't make it in at 13 o'hour .. and that's it, heh.
I just can't be bothered to go in when I finally have a day off work .. seriously, they got me working so much I've hardly had time to just go out.

My friends have been inviting me to go out and celebrate birthdays and Aus day, but I can never make it all because of work.
I'll be back to TAFE soon, and I doubt I'll be able to go out with the girls .. it worries me that they will start to think I'm getting reclusive - slightly true, but mostly I just want to hang out with them really *sigh* .. I miss them lot.
I did get a chance to meet up with them at Anny's place, but it was merely a get together, something small and not everyone could go even.
Now with events that are a little flashy, I can't make them at all and I feel crap when I can't .. it feels like I'm letting them down.
It wouldn't surprise me if they soon forget about me .. but somehow I doubt I'd let it get to that.
I don't know .. I just miss having a normal enough social life, in my standards, and just 'enjoy' myself for once.

One good thing that did happen yesterday though.
I was able to catch up a bit with Nathan - which I'm glad of - and get a feel of socialising a bit.
In truth, I was actually looking up chat logs of our convos - I missed the guy!
He was a lot of fun to talk to again, and we missed each other dearly - his a really sweet guy.
I was suppose to have a meet-up with him over the holidays .. but, I'm working and his working .. who knows when we'll ever get to meet up!
So I'm a bit sad about that part, haha, though we'll probably end up talking about sexual stuff .. well, he will keep thinking that way at least!
I just hope we can find some time in our calendars to have a meet-up soon~

Ooh, and I'm using two mouses at the moment.
A track-ball-mouse for regular use and wireless-scroll-mouse for gaming!
I've tried using the track ball and it's hard to move a little, so yeah .. the batteries keep dying too often whenever I'm gaming with using the one scroll mouse so using two now, to save up the battery power, lool~
And another thing!
I've now got a Admin status on my little haunting, Gothopia .. I look after the poems.
But I've yet to get it all sorted with the submissions/email thing .. just waiting to hear back from KS or Loki_Lust.
C'mon guys, help me help you out sooner! Haha~

Well, I think that's about the updating I'll do for now.
No such luck with my creativeness getting under and away .. oh wells~

.lidia

P.S: I've also seriously considered getting some mental health - I haven't been really coping with anything, just ignoring it so, fingers crossed.
P.P.S: A little bit recent/late .. R.I.P Heath Ledger

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"Read, every day, something no one else is reading. Think, every day, something no one else is thinking. Do, every day, something no one else would be silly enough to do. It is bad for the mind to be always part of unanimity." - Christopher Morley ==================================== "There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." - Friedrich Nietzsche ==================================== "There was a time when we expected nothing of our children but obedience, as opposed to the present, when we expect everything of them but obedience." - Anatole Broyard ==================================== "Books to the ceiling,/ Books to the sky,/ My pile of books is a mile high./ How I love them! How I need them!/ I'll have a long beard by the time I read them." - Arnold Lobel ==================================== "When you look at yourself from a universal standpoint, something inside always reminds or informs you that there are bigger and better things to worry about." - Albert Einstein ==================================== "Art is science made clear." - Jean Cocteau ==================================== "In the end, we will conserve only that we love. We will love only what we understand. We will understand only what we are taught." - Baba Dioum ==================================== "There are lots of ways of being miserable, but there's only one way of being comfortable, and that is to stop running round after happiness. If you make up your mind not to be happy there's no reason why you shouldn't have a fairly good time." - Edith Wharton ==================================== "The future is much like the present, only longer." - Dan Quisenberry ==================================== "The quickest way of ending a war is to lose it." - George Orwell ==================================== "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." - Edgar Allan Poe ==================================== "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." -Ralph Waldo Emerson ==================================== "Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane." - Philip K. Dick ==================================== "I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him." - Mark Twain ==================================== "People that are really very weird can get into sensitive positions and have a tremendous impact on history." - Dan Quayle ==================================== "I know that you believe that you understood what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant." - Robert McCloskey ==================================== "Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for - in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it." - Ellen Goodman ==================================== "Late to bed and late to wake will keep you long on money and short on mistakes." - Aaron McGruder ==================================== "Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone you may still exist, but you have ceased to live." - Mark Twain ==================================== "If you make people think they're thinking, they'll love you; But if you really make them think, they'll hate you." - Don Marquis ==================================== "Experience is that marvelous thing that enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again." - Franklin P. 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They have just become more televised." - Marilyn Manson ==================================== "When ideas fail, words come in very handy." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ==================================== "We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered." - Tom Stoppard ==================================== "When we ask for advice, we are usually looking for an accomplice." - Marquis de la Grange ==================================== "Sometimes we put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down." - Post Secret ==================================== "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." – Charles M. 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` When the world comes crumbling/ R.I.P Heath Ledger ..

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