` The trial of the 7 days of perioding of DOOM

Mood: RAWR!
Eating: Vicks VapoDrops Original Menthol
Now playing: Papa Roach - Broken Home
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darlings~

Yes, I am quite addicted to that song by A7X, but I can't help it!
It's got that catchy broadway/Nightmare Before Christmas feel to it, plus what the song is about it quite unforgettable in itself; necrophilia.
Now I don't condone this sort of thing at all .. it's the story about the couple that got to me -- hit me right in the face, particularly the original video clip that went with the song which is kinda full on and silly at the same time.
But the thought of coming back from beyond and coming back as something else, yet still that other is wanting to be with you still ... is it just me, or am I little whacked to think it was romantic?
Well, we all knew I was quite an obsessive freak anyway so to the future partner I've yet to encounter has had fair warning.

Moving along, I'll keep this short and say I've got my periods today 8D
.. oh, joy.
No seriously though, I was wondering why I felt a little bit too uncomfy down there and why was it my panties kept riding up my crack .. well, LOL, it usually does particularly that one anyway and well .. good thing I was wearing black that day!!
*phew* I did get stained TT^TT so BOOoooooooOOOOoooo!
*rofls* I know, you didn't need to know just what I had just typed up .. but you read on :P

So yeah, WARNING!!!
While I am starting my 7 days of PMSing I will be, like somebody else and have so many mood changes you'd think I was like the weather these days.
Yes, unfortunately those that will have to bear my continual presense will have to hide for shelter whenever I start to even twitch.
THIS IS A PRE-WARNING FOR YOUR OWN WELL BEING!!!!!!
That's how much I love you people, I warn them of the dangers beforehand :)

Keeping it short -- thanks muchly to those that bother to read this far; you're a legend!




.lidia

` Music && Soul v.54; Avenged Sevenfold

Album Cover: Avenged Sevenfold - Avenged Sevenfold
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Song Lyrics: Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece of Heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin
For me to take what's mine until the end of time
We were more than friends before the story ends
And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long
I was weak with fear that something would go wrong
Before the possibilities came true, I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears, conjuring her deepest fears

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
Now she's just so perfect, I've never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on and on, and on, I can keep you looking young
And preserved forever, with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

[Bridge 1]:
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time, but bye-bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun, but baby don't cry

[Bridge 2]:
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime
We fell apart, let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah, but baby, don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

Now that it's done, I realise the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize
From somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever

[Repeat bridge 1 & 2]

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough?)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll break you unchained)

And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, if it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again (try again)
And again (and again)
Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have a wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing

(Do you take this man to death for the rest of your unnatural life?
Yes I do
Do you take this woman to death for the rest of your unnatural life?
I do
I now pronounce you...)


[Repeat bridge 1 & 2]

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` I looked back, and I was old

Mood: greatly tested
Eating: No Frills 200g Sour Neon Worms
Now playing: Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece Of Heaven Album Version
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

Let me just quickly say wonderfully lovely the song I'm currently playing sounds? -- well!
It reminds me of Nightmare Before Christmas and something about broadway music which is LOVELOVE!
*ahem*

Moving along though, it really has been a while since I last posted.
The Olympic games are already ending .. I can't stay up to watch the closing ceremonies because I've got class the next morning, so yeah .. the Olympic games have commenced this year, and as it was rumoured, to start on the 8th of August of 2008, at 8 p.m. too.
I really want to see how the closing ceremony is being shown .. I mean, the opening was so FREAKIN' AWESOMENAGE that it's been said on the news it is the new best opening ceremonies since Sydney, Australia [lol].

That's how long I've been away for, but not only because of that!!
It was also the start of my assessments coming to their due dates and all, so lots of rushing about and not getting enough sleep and totally doozing off in class.
Not happy, Jan!
I really am grumpy when I lack sleep, and some people could tell, surprisingly with their apparent lack of common knowledge, they knew when to back off.
Thanks Alex, for not pestering me as much as you usually do when I'm in a somewhat approachable mood. Pfft.
[You may or may not be able to tell, this guy really really gives me the shit sometimes because of his annoying habit of, oh, ALWAYS coming to annoy me only .. I hear others say we flirt, I say otherwise and made it clear I'm not interested and to leave it and well, I also hear I've crushed him -- good.
I'd rather not have to deal with .. relationships just yet with the stress of college.
And besides, he can over-do things for my liking and his .. seemingly lack of common knowledge agitates on that he can appear pretty much, dumb].
Thus, I've been troubled ever since I returned back to college after the break.

I still need to get that package sent over to my penpal, Courtney, whose probably tried of waiting that long for a letter and really tiny pieces of gift-ness.
I am the shits when it comes to deadlines, really.
I can never get anything done till it's late minute, and then can I really feel that rush of needing to get things done or I'm going to FAIL!

Now that I think about it, I still need to go get some of my assessments to put into the teachers' drop box.
Imma so dead & failedz.
*sigh*
As my dad said, it's going to be a bad/rough/evil year for the snake, as I'm struggling to get things done, my health is probably out of whack and I seriously need to go to the doctors.
Only I haven't had any time whatsoever, and the holidays is the only time I'd really have time to go have lots of checkups.
That is, blood test & allergy test and go about getting back into shape, find some sort of counselling close by to me as I believe I'll soon reach breaking point any time now, and maybe - just maybe - look into getting a new hair style with a perm.

One thing's for sure though -- I haven't heard from Lee yet.
I really hope all is well and that his been doing really well and is just doing good that he hasn't had enough time yet to get on, and that hotmail isn't delaying him getting back to me, because he's been having problems with it for a long while now.
He is the only person I'd seriously consider allowing to have any sort of private-personal connection .. well, he already is.
Haha!

Anyways, I think I've typed enough here and I really need to go finish off some assessments that shouldn't take too long -- no, really .. my design for it is so simple it should just .. do itself.
And so!
I bid you all farewell and safe passage home and I shall see youse whenever I see youse~




.lidia

` Music && Soul v.53; PNAU

Album Cover: PNAU - PNAU
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Song Lyrics: PNAU - Embrace

On a night like tonight
You saved my life
Red and green
Wet shoes slip on refracted lights

Running faster than my legs can take me
Shouting louder than my lungs allow me

[Chorus]:
Why, as the rivers run
Still got time for someone
Be my embrace now
Be my embrace now
[x2]

Light a match
Bring the flame over to your eye
Slipping past, you won't see me before you die
Breaking down our sleep, my head's still aching
This war is killing you and all around me

[Repeat chorus]

You go, go, go, go [x4]

[Repeat chorus]

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