` I looked back, and I was old

Mood: greatly tested
Eating: No Frills 200g Sour Neon Worms
Now playing: Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece Of Heaven Album Version
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

Let me just quickly say wonderfully lovely the song I'm currently playing sounds? -- well!
It reminds me of Nightmare Before Christmas and something about broadway music which is LOVELOVE!
*ahem*

Moving along though, it really has been a while since I last posted.
The Olympic games are already ending .. I can't stay up to watch the closing ceremonies because I've got class the next morning, so yeah .. the Olympic games have commenced this year, and as it was rumoured, to start on the 8th of August of 2008, at 8 p.m. too.
I really want to see how the closing ceremony is being shown .. I mean, the opening was so FREAKIN' AWESOMENAGE that it's been said on the news it is the new best opening ceremonies since Sydney, Australia [lol].

That's how long I've been away for, but not only because of that!!
It was also the start of my assessments coming to their due dates and all, so lots of rushing about and not getting enough sleep and totally doozing off in class.
Not happy, Jan!
I really am grumpy when I lack sleep, and some people could tell, surprisingly with their apparent lack of common knowledge, they knew when to back off.
Thanks Alex, for not pestering me as much as you usually do when I'm in a somewhat approachable mood. Pfft.
[You may or may not be able to tell, this guy really really gives me the shit sometimes because of his annoying habit of, oh, ALWAYS coming to annoy me only .. I hear others say we flirt, I say otherwise and made it clear I'm not interested and to leave it and well, I also hear I've crushed him -- good.
I'd rather not have to deal with .. relationships just yet with the stress of college.
And besides, he can over-do things for my liking and his .. seemingly lack of common knowledge agitates on that he can appear pretty much, dumb].
Thus, I've been troubled ever since I returned back to college after the break.

I still need to get that package sent over to my penpal, Courtney, whose probably tried of waiting that long for a letter and really tiny pieces of gift-ness.
I am the shits when it comes to deadlines, really.
I can never get anything done till it's late minute, and then can I really feel that rush of needing to get things done or I'm going to FAIL!

Now that I think about it, I still need to go get some of my assessments to put into the teachers' drop box.
Imma so dead & failedz.
*sigh*
As my dad said, it's going to be a bad/rough/evil year for the snake, as I'm struggling to get things done, my health is probably out of whack and I seriously need to go to the doctors.
Only I haven't had any time whatsoever, and the holidays is the only time I'd really have time to go have lots of checkups.
That is, blood test & allergy test and go about getting back into shape, find some sort of counselling close by to me as I believe I'll soon reach breaking point any time now, and maybe - just maybe - look into getting a new hair style with a perm.

One thing's for sure though -- I haven't heard from Lee yet.
I really hope all is well and that his been doing really well and is just doing good that he hasn't had enough time yet to get on, and that hotmail isn't delaying him getting back to me, because he's been having problems with it for a long while now.
He is the only person I'd seriously consider allowing to have any sort of private-personal connection .. well, he already is.
Haha!

Anyways, I think I've typed enough here and I really need to go finish off some assessments that shouldn't take too long -- no, really .. my design for it is so simple it should just .. do itself.
And so!
I bid you all farewell and safe passage home and I shall see youse whenever I see youse~




.lidia