`lidiæxcessive.: ` Possible withdrawal & other excitements

Thursday, 4 October 2007

` Possible withdrawal & other excitements

Mood: Lazy
Chewing: Wrigley's Extra Professional
Now playing: garbage - Garbage - Use Me
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

Haven't been updating this much .. as in, blog much, at all.
Can't be bothered, so lazy .. and being on holidays make me extra, extra lazy .. but I've out a bit, was invited to Hung's belated 19th b'day party .. I gotta say though, it wasn't what I'd expected .. so many new faces, and 'specially with me I feel so out of place .. gosh, I just kept to myself.
Oh, not to mention I got there early and decided I'd go with the guys to buy alkie .. and I didn't bring any ID on me so they couldn't get anything .. embarrassing but zomg, how stupid is that .. I didn't even drink any alkie that night too *rolls eyes* I should've put more make-up on so I'd look older .. cha~ for once I wanted to look older.

Moving along, so people I knew didn't come till much later, and I was pretty much all by myself and fending off strangers' glances.
I have to admit, I'm starting to become anti-social again .. withdrawal and whatnot. I couldn't stand the party, and I felt like going home much earlier .. only my anorexic phone stuffed up on me so I couldn't use my SIM to call anyone - farout.

Aside from the bad things, been watching Nana, the anime .. and I really like it.
I like the story lines .. the complexity of it all, with being completely blind in what love is with the innocent Nana, to the deep love for Ren with the rockstar Nana - I love rockstar Nana, lol~
I particularly like how both Nana's didn't have such simple lives .. I want something like that, but not too extreme .. and neither one of them had anything really bad happen .. so yeah, I'd like something complex like theirs to happen to me someday .. I think I already went through the blind love, heh .. so now, I want to find a deep love with someone .. *sigh* if only though .. but I can dream~!

Oh, I've also been into Alanis Morissette a lot now .. love her song Crazy, Hand in my pocket & Uninvited .. they sound totally rad! Been trying to look up more songs from her .. but can't, ah well.

Well, that's about it .. just thought I'd update my blog a bit.
Thanks for reading~

.lidia

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"Read, every day, something no one else is reading. Think, every day, something no one else is thinking. Do, every day, something no one else would be silly enough to do. It is bad for the mind to be always part of unanimity." - Christopher Morley ==================================== "There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." - Friedrich Nietzsche ==================================== "There was a time when we expected nothing of our children but obedience, as opposed to the present, when we expect everything of them but obedience." - Anatole Broyard ==================================== "Books to the ceiling,/ Books to the sky,/ My pile of books is a mile high./ How I love them! How I need them!/ I'll have a long beard by the time I read them." - Arnold Lobel ==================================== "When you look at yourself from a universal standpoint, something inside always reminds or informs you that there are bigger and better things to worry about." - Albert Einstein ==================================== "Art is science made clear." - Jean Cocteau ==================================== "In the end, we will conserve only that we love. We will love only what we understand. We will understand only what we are taught." - Baba Dioum ==================================== "There are lots of ways of being miserable, but there's only one way of being comfortable, and that is to stop running round after happiness. If you make up your mind not to be happy there's no reason why you shouldn't have a fairly good time." - Edith Wharton ==================================== "The future is much like the present, only longer." - Dan Quisenberry ==================================== "The quickest way of ending a war is to lose it." - George Orwell ==================================== "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." - Edgar Allan Poe ==================================== "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." -Ralph Waldo Emerson ==================================== "Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane." - Philip K. Dick ==================================== "I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him." - Mark Twain ==================================== "People that are really very weird can get into sensitive positions and have a tremendous impact on history." - Dan Quayle ==================================== "I know that you believe that you understood what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant." - Robert McCloskey ==================================== "Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for - in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it." - Ellen Goodman ==================================== "Late to bed and late to wake will keep you long on money and short on mistakes." - Aaron McGruder ==================================== "Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone you may still exist, but you have ceased to live." - Mark Twain ==================================== "If you make people think they're thinking, they'll love you; But if you really make them think, they'll hate you." - Don Marquis ==================================== "Experience is that marvelous thing that enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again." - Franklin P. Jones ==================================== "Man is the only animal that can remain on friendly terms with the victims he intends to eat until he eats them." - Samuel Butler ==================================== "The place where optimism most flourishes is the lunatic asylum." - Havelock Ellis ==================================== "Talking much about oneself can also be a means to conceal oneself." - Friedrich Nietzsche ==================================== "Until you've lost your reputation, you never realize what a burden it was." - Margaret Mitchell ==================================== "Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live." - Oscar Wilde ==================================== "I hope that while so many people are out smelling the flowers, someone is taking the time to plant some." - Herbert Rappaport ==================================== "What others think of us would be of little moment did it not, when known, so deeply tinge what we think of ourselves." - Paul Valery ==================================== "If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us." - Hermann Hesse ==================================== "There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes." - Doctor Who ==================================== "In a mad world only the mad are sane." - Akira Kurosawa ==================================== "Times have not become more violent. They have just become more televised." - Marilyn Manson ==================================== "When ideas fail, words come in very handy." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ==================================== "We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered." - Tom Stoppard ==================================== "When we ask for advice, we are usually looking for an accomplice." - Marquis de la Grange ==================================== "Sometimes we put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down." - Post Secret ==================================== "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." – Charles M. 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