`lidiæxcessive.: ` Possibly unitentionally flirtings .. oops!

Tuesday, 20 November 2007

` Possibly unitentionally flirtings .. oops!

Mood: Tired, lazy, etc ..
Eating: was; Apple flavoured lollipop
Now playing: Emilie Simon - Never Fall in Love
via FoxyTunes
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darlings~

New report stat: I may have just turned down a date.
That's right folks, I just may of .... like I'm suppose to know what a date is like unless the person offering says it is D8< grrr ...
So who was this person? Why, the er ... how to put it nicely, dopey? But in a cute way ... yeaaah.
Oh, and his name's Alex .. with typical blonde hair and blue eyes, LOOL~
How did it happen?
We're suppose to have completed our BBQ Catalogue illustration by today .. and as usual, he didn't start much on it. I finished the night before, plus some 2 hours today in the very early mornings.
I seem to have paid extra attention to my vegetables, so asked/told me to colour them in for him .. of course, being the selfish bastard-bitch I am I refused, then thought about it and asked what I would get in return - wasn't offering, purely asking for the sake of doing something for someone I always want like the same thing in return or similar service back.
Anyway, his reply was on the lines of: "How about a movie on Thrusday" to which I always automatically say no to, though I probably should've also said the typical reason to that as well .. which I forgot at the time because of his reply.
He didn't look at me when he asked, which got me thinking he probably did mean a little something more than that by just seeing a movie >_>" but like I said, I wouldn't have known~
Yeah, I kinda mumbled that I don't go out to see movies anyway .. and he was taking it like nothing happened [I think .. he was pretty red .. pure aussieness, lol .. too white + blush = you'll see] but er, yeaaaah ........... ROFL, I probably would've turned down anyone anyway.
Seriously!
I don't want to have to go through 'anything' at the same moment when I'm trying to study still, after all, I tried those things during high school and my marks just went down low.
And besides, I don't think I'm mentally + emotionally ready for anything like that .. I go completely blind when anyone likes me .. so yeah, first I need to learn to be strong on my own.
I'll live, get that Diploma and go on to study in Uni and get my Bachelor .. get a proper job soon after that, and THEN I'll probably be able to go out partner-hunting .. uh-huh~

Anything about anyone getting even the slightest bit interested in me, I do get really happy but if I really think about it .. it just first impressions really.
I don't think I can fully come out with my other side just yet .. let them enjoy my good, happy sides .. and hope they don't hate me when the see the whole of me.
Oh, and freakin' Pepper Dennis on Channel 7 @ 3 PM is luff!!
Here's to hoping & future well-being~

.lidia

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If you make up your mind not to be happy there's no reason why you shouldn't have a fairly good time." - Edith Wharton ==================================== "The future is much like the present, only longer." - Dan Quisenberry ==================================== "The quickest way of ending a war is to lose it." - George Orwell ==================================== "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." - Edgar Allan Poe ==================================== "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." -Ralph Waldo Emerson ==================================== "Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane." - Philip K. Dick ==================================== "I thoroughly disapprove of duels. 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