`lidiæxcessive.

Friday, 21 September 2007

` Music && Soul v.28

Album Cover: Bjork - All Is Full Of Love
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Song Lyrics: Bjork - All Is Full Of Love

You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you

All is full of love
You just ain't receiving
All is full of love
You're phone is off the hook
All is full of love
Your doors are all shut
All is full of love

[Icelandic]

All is full of love, all is full of love
All is full of love, all is full of love ..

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` Sever me from the world's life

Mood: Lethargic, lacking motivation
Eating: [ate]
Listening to: Bjork - Human Behaviour
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darlings ~

Just a little quick post [I hope], it's a little more than late .. pretty much 11 PM now, should be going to sleep as I have work early in the morning .. but I got to type this up.

It seems a lot of people suddenly want to talk to me .. am I some sort of excuse, a thing to help pass time? Or is it just me, being paranoid, as per usual ... ?
My 'ex', 'Hunter', Julie .. I don't expect you to know them, but I want to keep this as a sort of momento that isn't too pleasant, a reminder to myself; the way life works it the biggest bitch ever.
Popping out of no where, they all decide to talk to me ... act like nothing ever changed.
With Hunter, long distance .. need I say more? yeah .. thought so. It seems to me he wants some sort of reassurance from me .. I don't know what it is exactly about him, but I can't stand his infinite optimism .. it's annoying really. He still thinks he can go around doing my sub-cul [sub-culture] thing with me .. gothic/dark culture, you usually show a lot of affection .. I told him I've grown cold, which I have .. I can't tolerate his behaviour around me.

Then my 'ex' starts talking to me [I think he was high the entire time, but you never can tell these days] and he was all like, I miss you and talking shit and being a major dickhead/asshole/jackass/et cetera .. if I was there, I would've gone up and upsided him .. break some bones. Again, these two people so far haven't gotten the hint, or gotten over things ... move on!
Oh, and then Julie is all like .. zomg, like Uni is so harrrrrd, I thought it would be easy, and then some stupid cutesie giggle crap. From what I've heard, from many other sources [friends], she's been taking it quite easy, in fact, clubbing every night - Mmmm, really been working hard, ay?!
... seriously ~

I think from having to quickly finish assessments, and waking up extra early more than days at a time, is stressing me out .. making me aggravated.
It's probably that that's making me spin out of control .. getting so uptight and quick to snap .. I want to give up .. heh, like what I said to my 'ex' .. I refuse to eat/drink/smoke/breathe/feel/touch/see/taste anything at all, like I'm refusing to live.

I hate complications ~

.lidia

` a w e s o m e . q u o t e s

"Read, every day, something no one else is reading. Think, every day, something no one else is thinking. Do, every day, something no one else would be silly enough to do. It is bad for the mind to be always part of unanimity." - Christopher Morley ==================================== "There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." - Friedrich Nietzsche ==================================== "There was a time when we expected nothing of our children but obedience, as opposed to the present, when we expect everything of them but obedience." - Anatole Broyard ==================================== "Books to the ceiling,/ Books to the sky,/ My pile of books is a mile high./ How I love them! How I need them!/ I'll have a long beard by the time I read them." - Arnold Lobel ==================================== "When you look at yourself from a universal standpoint, something inside always reminds or informs you that there are bigger and better things to worry about." - Albert Einstein ==================================== "Art is science made clear." - Jean Cocteau ==================================== "In the end, we will conserve only that we love. We will love only what we understand. We will understand only what we are taught." - Baba Dioum ==================================== "There are lots of ways of being miserable, but there's only one way of being comfortable, and that is to stop running round after happiness. If you make up your mind not to be happy there's no reason why you shouldn't have a fairly good time." - Edith Wharton ==================================== "The future is much like the present, only longer." - Dan Quisenberry ==================================== "The quickest way of ending a war is to lose it." - George Orwell ==================================== "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." - Edgar Allan Poe ==================================== "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." -Ralph Waldo Emerson ==================================== "Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane." - Philip K. Dick ==================================== "I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him." - Mark Twain ==================================== "People that are really very weird can get into sensitive positions and have a tremendous impact on history." - Dan Quayle ==================================== "I know that you believe that you understood what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant." - Robert McCloskey ==================================== "Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for - in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it." - Ellen Goodman ==================================== "Late to bed and late to wake will keep you long on money and short on mistakes." - Aaron McGruder ==================================== "Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone you may still exist, but you have ceased to live." - Mark Twain ==================================== "If you make people think they're thinking, they'll love you; But if you really make them think, they'll hate you." - Don Marquis ==================================== "Experience is that marvelous thing that enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again." - Franklin P. Jones ==================================== "Man is the only animal that can remain on friendly terms with the victims he intends to eat until he eats them." - Samuel Butler ==================================== "The place where optimism most flourishes is the lunatic asylum." - Havelock Ellis ==================================== "Talking much about oneself can also be a means to conceal oneself." - Friedrich Nietzsche ==================================== "Until you've lost your reputation, you never realize what a burden it was." - Margaret Mitchell ==================================== "Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live." - Oscar Wilde ==================================== "I hope that while so many people are out smelling the flowers, someone is taking the time to plant some." - Herbert Rappaport ==================================== "What others think of us would be of little moment did it not, when known, so deeply tinge what we think of ourselves." - Paul Valery ==================================== "If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us." - Hermann Hesse ==================================== "There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes." - Doctor Who ==================================== "In a mad world only the mad are sane." - Akira Kurosawa ==================================== "Times have not become more violent. They have just become more televised." - Marilyn Manson ==================================== "When ideas fail, words come in very handy." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ==================================== "We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered." - Tom Stoppard ==================================== "When we ask for advice, we are usually looking for an accomplice." - Marquis de la Grange ==================================== "Sometimes we put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down." - Post Secret ==================================== "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." – Charles M. Schulz ==================================== "Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives." - William Dement ==================================== "In order to live, let live." – Baltasar Gracian

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Friday, 21 September 2007

` Music && Soul v.28

` Sever me from the world's life

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