`lidiæxcessive.: ` To my daddy dearest: Another one ..

Tuesday, 12 June 2007

` To my daddy dearest: Another one ..

Mood: Feeling crappy, thanks a lot Dad
Chewing: Extra Peppermint gum
Listening to: my Dad bitching, ranting, PMSing, etc ..
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darlings, bitching/ranting ensues ~

.. I'll try to keep this short: LALALALALALALALALA, fcuking SHUT UP already DAD!
Farout, that man can talk and talk, and even if you aren't paying attention at all he'll still talk and think you're listening! WTF?!
It's no wonder I used to whine a lot as a kid, his whining got suppressed and later transferred into me .. shiiiiite.
Oh, and great news [no, I'm just being a sarcasitc bitch] .. because of my younger brother who DOES have a longer leash than me, is now putting angry feelings towards my dad and now his complaining to me about everything: from school, to Uni, to work, to life, to his life, to how shit his life was, more about him him him and him.

You're probably saying, why don't you just upside the mother fucker [wow, an actual pun .. lol] - oh yeah, he used to be abusive *rolls eyes* 'used to' he says .. I'd say he still is, maybe not physically yeah but verbally - hell yeah! He'll resort back to physically being abusive if I ever try to talk back anyways .. I'm the kid, I don't know any better and even if I did it was ALL because of my friends' fault.
Fcuk, maybe waaaaaaaaaaay back when I really was just a kid but now .. if I don't like what the girls are doing and/or I just don't wanna do/be with them at certain times, hey I'm free to do what I want when I want - hell, I do NOT follow them.
Hang around, fine - but 'follow' them, I don't think so bud.
I CAN go to my own places and do my own things, but no matter what he'll still blame them even though it's been like 3 months or so that I haven't seen them, or talked to them [minus Anny, 'cause we just talk about events that happened to her and in no way does it lead to any of us trying to convince whoever to go wherever] and FUCKING HELL, it's bloody annoying!!

He doesn't get it.
I swear he doesn't - it's not the end of the world for me, and it isn't for you yet so shut your trap and give a damn about the REAL important things, and stop whining and bitching and just move on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He can still go to school for all I know, but nooooo .. he doesn't speak English properly and his back hurts - shit! There was a frickin' 80 y.o who still went to Uni and only graduated then.
Seriously, I can still go to Uni just it'll be later .. and fcuk, every time he complains and bitches or just lets hid mouth fly, I really DO want to be in Uni and just some place where I'm learning again.
But I'm still waiting to hear back from TAFE [they still haven't sent that stupid letter] and farout, if I don't make it this year I'm not suppose to learn anymore he says, just work he says.
SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT, DAD! You lying asshole.

Well, I hope you people that read these have had a better day.

TC.P&L
lidia

P.S: Funnily, my mum and I were watching this ad last night [I think] and my dad just happens to miss it .. just like him.

Premier site featuring the ad: NAPCAN: Children See, Children Do
I'd say it's one of the most powerful ad's I've seen yet, along with the no smoking ad where the man is been effecting by stroke, he can't move much at all just his eyes tells the story about how much he wanted to say sorry to his wife and kids .. but yeah, the one I saw with my mum definitely hits number one on the most effective and most powerful ad I've ever seen thus far.

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If you make up your mind not to be happy there's no reason why you shouldn't have a fairly good time." - Edith Wharton ==================================== "The future is much like the present, only longer." - Dan Quisenberry ==================================== "The quickest way of ending a war is to lose it." - George Orwell ==================================== "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night." - Edgar Allan Poe ==================================== "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." -Ralph Waldo Emerson ==================================== "Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane." - Philip K. Dick ==================================== "I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him." - Mark Twain ==================================== "People that are really very weird can get into sensitive positions and have a tremendous impact on history." - Dan Quayle ==================================== "I know that you believe that you understood what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant." - Robert McCloskey ==================================== "Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for - in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it." - Ellen Goodman ==================================== "Late to bed and late to wake will keep you long on money and short on mistakes." - Aaron McGruder ==================================== "Don't part with your illusions. When they are gone you may still exist, but you have ceased to live." - Mark Twain ==================================== "If you make people think they're thinking, they'll love you; But if you really make them think, they'll hate you." - Don Marquis ==================================== "Experience is that marvelous thing that enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again." - Franklin P. 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` To my daddy dearest: Another one ..

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