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darlings ~
I am official 19 years old and 7 days; I won't be bothered to note the hours and such.
The cake my mummy bought me the day before my big day, I kept in the fridge so that when I woke up the next morning, I could enjoy it for my breakfast.
Though, no body was home when I woke that morning to greet me with a happy birthday, but I think the cake made up for it and left me with a caty-grin.
It was made up of chocolate cake, and the fillings was the same as the frosting but it also had dark chocolate choc-chips covering the sides!
Very yummy stuff .. well, most dark chocolate delights are pretty yummy.
Oh, I lied about not being greeted with a happy birthday -- a few of my friends all sent me messages to my phone so when I woke up I was rather smiling to some degree.
I also did get a present for this years birthday of mine. It's a plastic panda that's made with the stand and it's solar-powered and bobs it's head side to side when I put it on the window sill to soak up the sunlight.
It makes a slight squeaking noise when it's moving it's head, but it's not fairly distracting and rather something welcome to hear when I wake up, and because my bed is situated right next to my window, I can see and hear the little panda bobbing it's head.
I think I've already talked about that, but anyway, again, it's a very cute and considerate gift and something that will hopefully last my lifetime.
Anyway, I've got the internet capped so I can't load too many things I'm usually loading, thus, I cannot watch the latest updates of my subscribees' vidoes.
BOOOOOO~
Oh well, it's what I get for loading so many Sailor Moon episodes on Veoh.
I got so excited that I found the episodes from where it got left off on TV where they stopped airing it because it got to the part where they were talking about new Sailor Scouts, that is, Sailor Neptune and Uranus, and because their relationship with each other was "talked about" then, they cut it off TV and oh, how it made me want to cry then.
BUT, nothing to cry about anymore because I can go and watch subbed episodes of it all without the annoying english dubbed voices and many times, edited episodes.
So I am quite grateful to those members on Veoh who uploaded all those episodes and all those people behind the subtitles!
And so, as soon as we're uncapped .. I'm most likely going to get the internet capped again by loading all those episodes I've yet to watch.
Fufufufufufu~
It is such a bad thing to stay home all day doing nothing, but I refuse to make more availabilities for work too!
I'd rather home than work really, as of the moment I'm still just doing low earning income of a job and I have to deal with a few of those people who are annoying at registers. I suppose I'm grateful for not being a supervisor, but they get more money which I'm wanting >_> but then again, I'm not very good at handling situations at all.
I get overly flustered and start panicking, which is not a good thing since I do suffer from some sort of panic attacks, not to mention when people get irritated, I'm not one to stay level headed.
Therefore, I am trying to finish my TAFE/college course and come out with a certificate that will allow me within the Graphic Design departments and it's sub-quarters and such, and leave me with some good material to show case to businesses/companies/agencies.
I hope that what I'm doing will allow me to get a chance to travel overseas, and I have my eye on London, and be able to give me enough opportunities to work and live over there, PLUS, it would also give me a chance to finally meet up with Lee.
Although I've been with my friends over here throughout my schooling days, I've never ever meet someone who I could call a best friend.
I used to use it too flimsily for anyone that would, pretty much, be an ass kisser to me or at least anyone that was nice enough to me.
Now that I've grown up in age, and hopefully, in mind too, I've learnt to never use the term best friend for just anyone, and I'm thankful that I was able to keep it long enough to give it to someone who I have finally felt like I could trust with my life.
Yes, unfortunately, not all of my friends in the past would have done this for me, or so they say, but I've learned a few things on the way about those "friends" of the past, that they were quite probably not being much friends at all.
Anyway, the point of all this is basically, it's funny how over here with lots of people already, that my best friend is actually all the way over the other side of the globe, who I've never met in real life but considering this, I felt more safer and felt I could trust Lee more than any of my other friends over here.
Now, not that I don't trust the friends I have here already, but I've never been able to fully tell at least one of them all of how I've felt and thought, because sadly, most of the time they would try to ease the awkwardness they felt whenever I said something that was too weird in their books, and so they never really accepted it but just eased around it. So, with Lee, I've felt that I could tell all and not be judged in the slightest and thus, being able to share that much too, and to be able to really care about someone plus the fact we're miles apart, I was glad to have finally found someone I trusted enough to call my best friend.
Though words can't express all of how our close relationship is, I can safely say that Lee has become more than just a best friend, and noooo, we're not lovers but I think that if in the end, neither of us find the one, we would probably end up together instead.
That's the type of feeling I get with Lee.
Anyway, I could probably have more to type, but whether I can continue to keep typing is a whole other matter.
My fingers are starting to freeze up and get all stiff-like!
I'm quite sure I've typed a bit that my fingers feel this way, so I'll go and end it here for now.
Thank you for those reading~~
.lidia
I am official 19 years old and 7 days; I won't be bothered to note the hours and such.
The cake my mummy bought me the day before my big day, I kept in the fridge so that when I woke up the next morning, I could enjoy it for my breakfast.
Though, no body was home when I woke that morning to greet me with a happy birthday, but I think the cake made up for it and left me with a caty-grin.
It was made up of chocolate cake, and the fillings was the same as the frosting but it also had dark chocolate choc-chips covering the sides!
Very yummy stuff .. well, most dark chocolate delights are pretty yummy.
Oh, I lied about not being greeted with a happy birthday -- a few of my friends all sent me messages to my phone so when I woke up I was rather smiling to some degree.
I also did get a present for this years birthday of mine. It's a plastic panda that's made with the stand and it's solar-powered and bobs it's head side to side when I put it on the window sill to soak up the sunlight.
It makes a slight squeaking noise when it's moving it's head, but it's not fairly distracting and rather something welcome to hear when I wake up, and because my bed is situated right next to my window, I can see and hear the little panda bobbing it's head.
I think I've already talked about that, but anyway, again, it's a very cute and considerate gift and something that will hopefully last my lifetime.
Anyway, I've got the internet capped so I can't load too many things I'm usually loading, thus, I cannot watch the latest updates of my subscribees' vidoes.
BOOOOOO~
Oh well, it's what I get for loading so many Sailor Moon episodes on Veoh.
I got so excited that I found the episodes from where it got left off on TV where they stopped airing it because it got to the part where they were talking about new Sailor Scouts, that is, Sailor Neptune and Uranus, and because their relationship with each other was "talked about" then, they cut it off TV and oh, how it made me want to cry then.
BUT, nothing to cry about anymore because I can go and watch subbed episodes of it all without the annoying english dubbed voices and many times, edited episodes.
So I am quite grateful to those members on Veoh who uploaded all those episodes and all those people behind the subtitles!
And so, as soon as we're uncapped .. I'm most likely going to get the internet capped again by loading all those episodes I've yet to watch.
Fufufufufufu~
It is such a bad thing to stay home all day doing nothing, but I refuse to make more availabilities for work too!
I'd rather home than work really, as of the moment I'm still just doing low earning income of a job and I have to deal with a few of those people who are annoying at registers. I suppose I'm grateful for not being a supervisor, but they get more money which I'm wanting >_> but then again, I'm not very good at handling situations at all.
I get overly flustered and start panicking, which is not a good thing since I do suffer from some sort of panic attacks, not to mention when people get irritated, I'm not one to stay level headed.
Therefore, I am trying to finish my TAFE/college course and come out with a certificate that will allow me within the Graphic Design departments and it's sub-quarters and such, and leave me with some good material to show case to businesses/companies/agencies.
I hope that what I'm doing will allow me to get a chance to travel overseas, and I have my eye on London, and be able to give me enough opportunities to work and live over there, PLUS, it would also give me a chance to finally meet up with Lee.
Although I've been with my friends over here throughout my schooling days, I've never ever meet someone who I could call a best friend.
I used to use it too flimsily for anyone that would, pretty much, be an ass kisser to me or at least anyone that was nice enough to me.
Now that I've grown up in age, and hopefully, in mind too, I've learnt to never use the term best friend for just anyone, and I'm thankful that I was able to keep it long enough to give it to someone who I have finally felt like I could trust with my life.
Yes, unfortunately, not all of my friends in the past would have done this for me, or so they say, but I've learned a few things on the way about those "friends" of the past, that they were quite probably not being much friends at all.
Anyway, the point of all this is basically, it's funny how over here with lots of people already, that my best friend is actually all the way over the other side of the globe, who I've never met in real life but considering this, I felt more safer and felt I could trust Lee more than any of my other friends over here.
Now, not that I don't trust the friends I have here already, but I've never been able to fully tell at least one of them all of how I've felt and thought, because sadly, most of the time they would try to ease the awkwardness they felt whenever I said something that was too weird in their books, and so they never really accepted it but just eased around it. So, with Lee, I've felt that I could tell all and not be judged in the slightest and thus, being able to share that much too, and to be able to really care about someone plus the fact we're miles apart, I was glad to have finally found someone I trusted enough to call my best friend.
Though words can't express all of how our close relationship is, I can safely say that Lee has become more than just a best friend, and noooo, we're not lovers but I think that if in the end, neither of us find the one, we would probably end up together instead.
That's the type of feeling I get with Lee.
Anyway, I could probably have more to type, but whether I can continue to keep typing is a whole other matter.
My fingers are starting to freeze up and get all stiff-like!
I'm quite sure I've typed a bit that my fingers feel this way, so I'll go and end it here for now.
Thank you for those reading~~
.lidia
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